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Finally today is the day! Waiting at the Perth Airport to board my plane. 

I have waited for almost a year for this day to finally come. I have stressed for weeks to prepare and now I suppose I should feel excited, maybe relieved, maybe nervous. 

But all I can think about is the fact that in 25 hours I will be 14761km away from you.

8 months ago I had a one way to ticket to the other side of the world and could not have been more excited to go. Then I met you and you were the last thing I wanted. 

But the only thing I wanted. 

I still don't understand everything about you. How you could spend $400 to watch a game of soccer or how you can drink wine every day and believe its good for you. No idea how you get away with being so ridiculously amazing at sport and for an average person your brain should not be able to hold so much information and random trivia. I don't think I'll ever understand why you loved me even though you knew I would leave you. 

But I thrive for the unknown and you have been everything I could have ever wanted and more. Thanks for bringing me sunshine during winter. Thanks for being the logic through my senseless chaos. Thanks for making me smile. 

James Cameron Revie, I fucking love you. This feeling was worth it for every second I got to spend with you.