So apparently after excessive amounts of adrenaline follows a disgusting come down. Thanks for the heads up.
Wake up Sunday morning feeling more excited than ever. 4 hours before show time on Sunday, I started to get real ill. Spent a few hours wanting to vomit. Got an instant hit of extreme tiredness. Followed by serious depression. 30 minutes before show time, I start crying for absolutely no reason. Smeared my makeup all over my face which then stressed me out more.
But once it was show time the adrenaline kicked back in and we're ready to go! This drug is actually crazy. But both shows were absolutely amazing and I'm so proud of all our efforts! Can't believe we actually pulled it off!
Anyway, it feels like it's all finished much faster than it started. Which doesn't even make any sense.
Basically I'm just sad it's over.
End of Circus Chapter 1.
I've learnt many, many things in the last 16 weeks. More than I could have possibly imagined I would. The one thing that stands out above all else, I LOVE CIRCUS!!
Many more dreams to chase. Many more chapters to follow.
xo
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