Feeling High

Wow.

Never felt so stressfully nervous in my life.

Can't eat.

Can't sleep.

Can't breathe.

Dress run the day before the show, I almost fall off the pole.

Bump up the nerves more.

Want to vomit.

Want to scream.

Want to cry.

Then.

Bright lights.

Hundreds of people.

All watching you.

Friends.

Family.

Drugged up on outrageous amounts of adrenaline.

I cannot believe how much fun I had last night.

Everything was perfect.

I am incredibly excited to do it all again.

Circus Geeks.

I fucking love you.

xo